tldr: i am suicidal but i will send out content you have paid for asap i am so sorry i will give you extra content to make up for the delay as well i am so sorry

i am currently on my deathbed. i have been absent because i am dealing with insane health complications and family complications. nothing in my life will ever be the same. i am devastated. i have been avoidant of work because looking at my healthy body is a reminder of how horrifically sick and disabled i am right now and it makes me break down and sob hysterically. i can barely walk. i almost accidentally overdosed on codeine yesterday. i'm so sorry. i will send out content you have paid for as soon as i can. i'm not quitting but right now i can't stomach working and i'm so sorry it's really unprofessional of me. i'm not awake for many hours of the day and the few hours i can be awake i have been prioritising spending quality time with my friends so i'm not consumed by thoughts of suicide

i will get the content that u have paid for back to you asap and give you extra content for the delay im so sorry i am not quitting but i will probably be absent for another week it's unpredictable. i love you guys. i will make it up to you i promise i will post the sexiest most amazing content ever i will make everything really cheap too i'll run some crazy awesome discounts i promise i'll make it up to you im so sorry for being so unprofessional and having a shitty onlyfans account right now im so sorry i cant offer you the service you all deserve right now im sick and dying and crippled

i wrote a whole post with a bigger explanation yesterday but i archived it because i was clearly hysterical as i wrote it and im not in the correct headspace to making life changing decisions but i will keep you updated when i can. i love you im sorry thank you so much for the support ive been reading your messages and crying im so grateful for all of you i love you