im personally responding to messages and sending back content as of now! itll take me a while to get to everyone because im moving like a snail atm thanks to my meds. ur patience means everything to me

homelessness x post psychosis depression is kicking my ass HARD but im not gonna continue letting it stop me from sending u my ass i am a professional egirl after all. also i urgently need to afford a place to live so i have to get back to work lol

just a quick recap of how fucked up this year has been for me this isnt even the full story. ive been absent since may because i nearly died from health complications then i was involuntarily institutionalised TWICE for an extreme psychotic episode caused by bipolar type 1 mania. i got kicked out of the psych ward, got evicted by my landlord THEN MY BEST FRIEND DIED so ive just spent the last month desperately moving all my stuff into storage while crying. im staying with my friends parents atm and im at rock bottom for sure

i cant sleep for longer than 3 hours at night despite taking a cocktail of sleeping meds. i can barely eat. even showering is difficult for me. im extremely exhausted and depleted. theres no colour or music or enjoyment of any kind. most of my friends abandoned me. all i have left is u guys so thanks for sticking around <33