i have always felt so bad posting or sending out mass messages when i havent responded to all ur messages yet it makes me feel so rude. thats actually why i hardly ever send out ppvs lol its so dumb since most of u would probably prefer i send out more content than just silence right? idk i just dont want to come off like a bot cos i really am a person running my account here

i say this to prepare u for the ppv im sending out for my bday today i promise im not ignoring u i have a huge backlog and im slowly but steadily getting thru them myself. i was away for months so im sure u can imagine there r hundreds haha

im so grateful for the outpour of love n support youve given me i dont take any one of u for granted and im so sorry my responses take this long im easing myself back into it so i dont burn myself out again and land myself back into the hospital lol

i can assure u any account thats always online and responds instantly is run by a scammy agency tho. i hate how other girls run their accounts so much it skews expectations and makes me look like a bad neglectful creator when im the one whos at least personally chatting myself. when girls post "lets chat" or "im bored and online now" onto their ig stories thats just their management going "chat to my shift workers from developing countries" lol

sorry for the vent ive just always needed to get this concern off my chest