I can feel the burnout evaporating from my body 💀 (not necessary to read all this) fun fact about me, I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome which makes cysts grow on my ovaries and also causes insulin problems. I just started trying to treat the insulin portion of that after getting the cysts to chill out, and it’s kind of fucking insane how much your insulin levels affect your whole body. I have suffered from extreme chronic fatigue and attention disorders in my 20s and it makes my heart hurt to find out that all I had to do to make that go away was take something to make my body understand that it’s time to make insulin. I haven’t felt renewed and motivated like this in a long time, and I’m really hoping this will be a long term change. I really struggle with guilt over fatigue and the depression that comes with it, and I feel such hope right now. I dearly miss who I used to have the ability to be. Thank you guys for always sticking with me even when I haven’t been posting every single day, and I haven’t been as fun and funny as I would like to be. I always want you to feel like it’s worth it to be here. I love this job more than anything. I so dearly hope that getting my body back on track will help me rediscover the levity and creativity I used to have with it. I love you pookies!!